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Assalamualaikum people

Diana, Nana and me found this Massey Uni ads on NZ tv is cool as




but then, after a while, we found this PSP ads and we think this ads is way cooler




so at the moment, this is the song that plays in my head
its cute
its catchy
its nice to hear

anyway, talking about the accident
the 2 jenazah have already safely buried in Malaysia
siti aisyah has already safely arrived her home
ayu has already discharged
amirul is getting better too
(maybe due to the fact that his parents have just arrived all the way from Bandar Baru Uda)
fitri has finally completely woke up
and he is improving day by day
lets pray he will get well as soon as possible
Alhamdulillah Alhamdulillah Alhamdulillah

i have learn a lot for these past few days
about the accident
about one of my friend's huge problem about her termination of study
about me myself being 'shot' by few people
all of these
makes me realize that
life is not at beautiful as we expect
life is not as easy as we want
life is not as perfect as we dream of
anything can happen in a blink of eye
one second it is good
and the next second it turns bad
not all people who are good in front of us
will be as good as when they are behind us
but
if we go back to Allah
and believe that everything happens for reasons
and know that
Allah tests us
gives us such big, huge triump
because He loves us
because He wants us to always remember Him
because He wants us to be close to Him
because He wants us to cry to Him
because He wants us to spend more time on Him
maybe because sometimes we forget Him
we are too happy with duniawi
without thinking
that we can die at anytime

i had 2 sessions of sort-of-counselling
today and yesterday
thanks to all kakaks (you know who you are =))
who believe in me
and giving me something that i cudnt get anywhere else
there nothing much i can say
thank you
and i love you

i am going home for good in less than 3 days
sad..sooo sad
but thinking there are people who will 'celebrate' my absent
i don't feel sad
but
thinking about people who will miss me
i do feel sad
but its ok
we can still meet back home right?
=D


*watch that Allah is watching you*


Comments

Anonymous said…
"Berdakwah" is not easy, sometimes Allah test you how strong you are. Sama-samalah kita taddabur firman Allah dalam surah Al Imran: 139. Ayat ni satu motivasi pada kita sebagai hambaNya dalam menempuhi mehnah dan tribulasi dalam perjuangan. YAKINILAH. Salam ukhuwwahfillah. Moga berkekalan.
December 12, 2008 at 5:54 AM
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