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29 Syawal 1434

Alhamdulillah. All praises to Allah. It has been a year since the akad. The ceremony was on the night of 29 Syawal 1433, at 9.45 p.m right here in my house.
It feels like yesterday I was busy preparing stuffs for the wedding.
I still can remember the feeling right after I woke up on the morning of the historical day.
I was like, owh Elun, this is the day. And after tonight, I cannot regret and bear on whatever comes across. Haha. To tell the truth, I still had my istikharah prayer till few hours before the akad. 

My heart kept asking, 
Am i doing the right thing?
Is he the one whom I will get married to?
What if this is wrong?
Can I go back and fix it?
What if he is not the one for me?
What if what if what if?

However, all those questions disappeared, the moment he touched my hand on the very first time. I still can remember his smile on his face right after the akad. It was like the answer of everything. And after I shook and kissed his hand, only Allah knows how relief I was at that time. Alhamdulillah.

It has been a year since that beautiful day. All I know is, I love him more since that day. The distance that physically separates us, is actually bring us closer. It is the blessing in disguise. 

One year has passed.
And more to come,insyaAllah.

Selamat ulangtahun perkahwinan kita yang pertama, abang sayang.
Semoga jodoh kita sampai syurga. InsyaAllah.



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