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December has come again. Today, is the 335th day of the year. It has been almost a year since I went home for good. My final flight from Auckland Airport to KLIA was on the 15h December 2008. How time flies. There are sooooooooo many things have happened through out this one year. A lot of things. Culture shock, weather shock, new friends, friendship, relationship, kpli troublesome yet awesome life, last but not least, adapting life back with family, after so much ‘freedom life’..hehe.. Well, at least I cried less this year. I love that part. Its not that I love to cry so much before, but cry is one of things that I could do to lease my sadness, anger, disappointment, homesick and all the negative feelings. Less cry = less negative feeling. So, that’s the feeling of being home. Alhamdulillah. Some people asked me, do you miss New Zealand? People who close to me, they will know how I am missing New Zealand terribly. NZ has been home for me for about 4 years. 4 years did not sound long e...

Assalamualaikum people As what my sister have wrote for her status the other day, last weekend was my cousin’s engangement in Pasir Gudang (Congratulationssssss Yuhan! ), then, this week will be Ammar Darwish’s kenduri cukur jambul in Teluk Ramunia of Kota Tinggi. The weekend next will be the other cousin of my’s wedding. We celebrated the first day of Raya at kampong together with Wang, Fuang Umi, Fuang Baba, Bachok and Cik’s Family. I felt soooooo happy that I have got the chance to hear the takbir again, here in kampong..after years of Arabic’s takbir back in New Zealand. Since the house is just next to the surau, we can hear the sound very clearly. After that, around 3.30 pm, we were packing back to our own house in Pekan Nenas. On the way back, we managed to snap a family photo in the studio.. Yay!!! and here is the latest picture of Hanaffi’s & Co =D Oh ya..another remarkable thing during this Syawal was I joined my childhood friend’s Raya Convoy. It has been 12 years sin...

Assalamualaikum people Ramadhan 1425 @ October 2005 1. The kind hearted mix Maori-Pakeha makcik Dewan Makan would make my food ready for both breaking fast and sahur. 2. Sometimes, Kak Lane would fetch me at hostel and she would cook great dishes and we ate together with Syed as well 3. If there was no invitation from Kak Lane, Syed, Abg Ziad or Kak Pica, yes, I would sahur, buka puasa and terawih alone..yes people, alone, in Room 48 of Moginie Hall 4. I hardly cried because I was counting days to go home on the 5 th of Syawal, right after my final exams. Yes, we did have exams on Hari Raya Pertama. 5. It was hard and quite challenging as people around you did not fast. Not many Moslems around, Malaysians laaaagi la takde. But, Alhamdulillah, it was such a beautiful memory and hey, I did survived! Ramadhan 1426 @ October 2006 1. I was not alone anymore!!! There were 8 of us berbuka puasa bersama –...

Assalamualaikum people Yesterday, my sister in law, Kak Suzy has safely delivered a baby boy in Puteri Specialist Hospital in Larkin. Here is the details of the new member of Hanaffi's Baby's Name : Ammar Darwish (to be confirmed) Weight : 3.58 kg Height : 55 cm Time of Birth : 2.45pm (normal) Date of Birth : 27th of June 2009 I didnt have the picture as i was too excited last night when i first met him I will post it later from yus's hp He is way cute and adorable I can't wait to watch him grows up and can play together with faiq My dad : Ambok dah ade 2 cucu da Elun Me : Haah ambok..elun pon dah ade 2 anak sedare..hehe Alhamdulillah Alhamdulillah Alhamdulillah That whats my dad said after my brother called and tell the details We went to the hospital at night And I could see Kak Suzy was so lethargic, but she seems okay and happy too The new parents are just too excited to enter the world of parenthood There is no word to describe the bliss..the joy..the happiness th...

Assalamualaikum Actually I have few drafts that I haven’t finished yet But I think I want to write a letter tonight Since someone did an entry about missing me ( click here ), I have decided to write a letter to that someone special. Assalamualaikum Farhana Coincidently, I have read again the letter you gave me last Saturday night. Strange, funny little thing right? We were reminiscing of the same thing hana! I miss the time when we solat jemaah together almost everytime and of course reading the maksurat together (which hardly be done here =(). Mase usrah di bilikku yang best tu, sambil korang membaca-baca nota-nota akak di dinding, di pintu wardrobe dan di depan meja study..hehehe When we were housemates, sometimes, I thought you are matured than me. Especially when the time I got a lil bit crazy (hehe..seperti gedik terlebih dan sebagainye..). I miss it when you were ‘yelling’ at us when hani yusma n me were ‘quarelling’..hana jadi macam orang tengah la ko...

Assalamualaikum to all Wow..it has been 2 months since the last post I cant describe with words how busy I was for these past few months And yes, it is going to be even busier right after this week We will have Perkhemahan Unit Beruniform, and then Kursus Kepegawaian Bola Tampar, then comes Bina Insan Guru..and the list just goes on.. I can’t complain..because I know, there are billions people out there who are having so much more problem than me So I have to be grateful to HIM, for giving me such a wonderful like this Alhamdulillah Yes, I am 24 years old now Thanks to those who remember the day Thanks to those who were calling me on my birthday [you guys made my day..thankssss] Thanks to those who were wishing me through texts, facebook and friendster Thanks to those who were buying me cakes Thanks to those who were singing happy birthday song to me Thanks to those who are praying for me And Thank You Allah for giving me more time in Your land and May Allah bless me and people I love ...

Assalamualaikum everybody it has been awhile since the last post well, i am still adjusting my new life here in JB wake up at 6..start walking around 7 to class finish around 7pm..go to dinner and reach hostel at 8pm do tonnnes of homework i feel so weird because i have less than 10 hours to do the never-ending-homework and sleep so basically i divide it into 2 5 hours do work and 5 hours of sleeping nice huh? but alhamdulillah iv got 'crazy' friends around me to keep me 'alive' and as for now i never failed to go home every weekend yes people, every weekend i just cant wait to see my handsome nephew i will say it again it feels sooooo good to be home close to people you love alhamdulillah Thank You Allah even sometimes it is hard to adjust especially when it comes to homework it is too much, yet too little time tapi still sempat lagi tu nak blog..hehehehe but then again, i have to deal with it the other day i feel so down but it is not worth it to cry on right so it is...

Assalamualaikum Alhamdulillah i'v been home for 3 weeks and this is the 4th week what i have been doing all these days? play with faiq talk to him prepare his milk watch Makcik baths him and cleans his poopoo watch him sleeping laugh with him and when he cries outloud, i'l pass him to someone else..hehe see..im trying my best to be a good auntie =p its good to be home people where you can see the faces you love every day what are they up to what they have been doing without worrying without hurting its Heaven..well rumahku syurgaku right? i wish i cud have this moment for ever but, i could not wenli told me that we'll start our kpli next week and thank god it will in JB!!! yayyyy alhamdulillah it is like half an hour drive from here in my home to the place i plan to go home every weekend if there is not much work dulu kat kuantan ngan bangi tak merasa balik hujung minggu =( okay enough about that all over the world are busy talking about the cruel Israel wake up people wake...