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1st October 2012 I always love Cameron Highland. The first and the only time I went there was last 2011, during a student fieldtrip. I love the coldness. I love the greenness. I love the fresh air. I love the serenity. This is the closest I can get to New Zealand after Kundasang. So yeah, having my wedding photography session in Cameron Highland is always my dream. Alhamdulillah, one of my dreams comes true. Thank you husband! 1 st October. A day after the Lipis reception, I started the day with talking with Mak in the kitchen. We talked a lot since this was the first time we had a real conversation. Hehe. Around 8 plus, my husband asked me to get ready for our next agenda – outdoor photography session in Cameron Highland.  I love everything about our ride going up the highland – the view, the serenity, the feeling I felt, and of course the person who was driving. Hihi. It was just so sad to see the deforestation activities around the hills. It was frustrating that I was

The 30 th September We love 15 so much that we decided to have the Lipis reception 15 days after our nikah day. So, on the 29 th September, the first 2 cars – Triton with ambok umi and cik dalek – City with Ica zahdah and yours truly, started the journey to Bibik’s house in Bangi. My husband was from Kuantan, so we decided just to meet there in Bangi. Before slept, Radiah managed to put on some henna on my hands. Anyway, next morning, we were all set to Kuala Lipis for the first time except for my husband of course. We led the convoy and we had to drive very slowly as there were 5 cars altogether.  Again, I hate the nervous feeling and I tell you what, this time was even worse. Haha. I know I should not feel this way but even my 2-weeks-old-husband can read it straight away from my face. He asked me to chill and relax as this time, the people would not be as many as our first reception.  Honestly, I was nervous as I would be meeting all his family members and relatives.

20th September 2012 After 6 days of spending days together, it was time for him to go back. I never knew I would be that sad. Like seriously. All these while, I was very confident that I was going to be alright as we used to be in a long distance relationship for quite some time. So I tell myself this was nothing. Plus, we are going to meet again on his side of reception in just a week time. So, again, I said to myself, this was nothing. Unfortunately, I was wrong. Totally wrong. I did not even know why on earth I felt that way. Haha. It was like since when I became so mengada? Ok I know I am always be the most mengada-ngada one, but this was too much I reckoned. Haha. So I had learnt my lesson, sending off your husband to somewhere for the first time is not as easy as you think. Especially when he left supersweet thing like this :

Malaysian Day 2012. 16 th September 2012 was the reception day. I woke up with the abundance feeling of gratitude, of finally being someone’s wife. We had burasak for breakfast, but I still did not have the feeling to eat. Not even a single bit of burasak. I should not be that nervous as the nikah ceremony went well last night. But, thinking that there would be more people coming today, made me a little bit more nervous.  Around 11am, our house was getting flooded with people. It was so much fun to see many faces that you longed to meet. I was touched to see everyone who came to my wedding. I could see all friends – from primary school, high school, ppou, palmy family and Hamilton family – were all there to celebrate the joy. Not to forget my colleagues and my students who were also there. One of the colleagues, Kak Zai was even met with a small accident in Pekan Nenas where her City was hit. Thank god everything was okay including her car which turned to original condition afte

The day has arrived. The 15 th September 2012. Saturday. I woke up for Fajr, and smiling of course, knowing this would be the last day of me being a single. Hani whatsapped me letting me know that she and her sister were already in Larkin and will be headed to Pekan Nenas right after they had their breakfast there. And her last text was “dah elun da. Pi solat subuh terakhir sebagai single lady haha!” hihi. She always knows how to make me smile. The house was already filled with closest relatives and they were busy preparing lunch. For once, I was grateful as I did not have to involve in any food preparation as it was very tedious and tiring for sure. Haha. I think that was one of the best part of being the bride. As the time passing by, more people came to help. After the Zuhr prayer, Yana and Hani were trying to decorate the henna on my hands. Excited and nervous at the same time. It was few hours till the akad. Around 6.50 the makeup artiste was here together with her ma

Assalamualaikum people So yeah I am going to be Wan's wife within 24 days insyaAllah I can't describe the feeling right now 24 days for God sake masyaAllah only HE knows what I do feel inside May Allah eases every single thing for us May Allah blesses this marriage here and Hereafter insyaAllah I just want to put every advice that I got here so that I won't lost it I know I am gonna need it someday hehe " make sure he will be a good Imam. that makes marriage much easier. it is hard work. Dont believe anyone who says it is easy. But if the foundation is based on love InsyaAllah semua ok. Make sure finance ok. Sometimes this can be a very big issue especially when you first start married life. So kena banyak give and take. And yes long distance memang you have to put in extra work but it is a good reflection of how you will face any challenges. Communication is very important. Men are different species. Kena cakap direct. Hint do

Assalamualaikum people This is by my beloved English lecturer back in Uniten,  during my preparation years 2003-2004 She just lost her husband, which I do not dare to ask the reason of his death All I can do is praying hard and she will be just fine I know she wont, at least for the time being But all I know, knowing her, her perseverance will help her to go through this mourn phase of her life I love you Ms Carole  Don’t ask me how I am Don’t ask if I’m okay What would you have me say? “I’m  not  okay”? Then what would  you  say? I would not put you on the spot like that. “I’m okay”? That would be a lie. 27 years of memories, bitter-sweet Do not vanish overnight                 Or in a week                 Or in a year. So, give me time, give me space                 to grieve. And when you see me –                 Do not ask me how I am                 Do not ask if I’m okay So that you won’t be made a fool              

So yeah I found this and I hope this will help insyaAllah =D   taken from  here   1. Pergi Kursus kahwin WAJIB   pergi utk pasangan dan dapatkan sijil kursus kahwin yang diperakui oleh Jabatan Agama Islam 2. Ambil Borang nikah Pergi ke Pejabat Agama Daerah dan beli borang nikah yang berharga RM5 jek (utk Johor). Borang negeri Johor sah-sah dalam tulisan Jawi. Agak-agak kalau tulis jawi pun mcm cakar ayam hutan baiklah tulis rumi aje ye..=p Kalau pasangan berasal dari negeri lain cth negeri Perak, so pasangan kena ambil di mana-mana Pejabat Agama sekitar Perak (borang sama jek untuk satu negeri). Jgn gatal plak nak pi beli kat negeri mana2 korang suka. 3. Buat HIV test Borang HIV test ni  akan dapat sekali dgn borang permohonan nikah yg diambil dari Pejabat Agama. Ujian boleh dibuat di mana-mana Klinik Kesihatan yg korang senang nak pi. Macam kes i, kami buat di Penang. So, no problem lah kan! Baca  INI  untuk pengalaman HIV test i.=) Bayaran hanya RM1 sahaj

Assalamualaikum people Background song: The Reason by Hoobastank These are just 1% of pieces of puzzles that complete my life at school May Allah bless me with more passion and love towards them insyaAllah

Assalamualaikum people One of my best friends said something not so nice to hear about teacher profession last weekend. Well, I decided to let it go, even it was very hurt.  But yes, I have to consider the reasons why she said so.  Why she was so mad towards us, the teachers at school.  May be she was too stressful at work.  May be she had a lot in her mind at that time.  May be she thought being lecturer is way harder than being a teacher.  May be she thought teacher is simply teaching in the class, works half day, has a lot of holidays, has a extremely good pay etc.  Well, all I can learn from here is, we can never question the rezeki that Allah has been given us.  We can never assume things we do not even know.  We have to do some research about everything, simply before we make a judgement or conclusion.   Like I said before, there is no easy job in this world.  Each career has its own ups and downs.  You cannot simply say being the cleaner is the e

Once there lived two brothers who lost their parents at an early age. They worked together on their family farm.   Some years later, the elder married and had a family with 2 children, while the other was still single.  They worked hard together in the day and at the end of each day they shared their produce equally. One day while the single brother was working in the fields, he thought to himself, “It’s not right that we share equally everything.  I’m alone and my needs are simple. My brother has a big family. He needs much more.  I’m alone and my needs are simple. My brother has a big family. He needs much more.  After all, I’m married and I have my wife and children to look after me in years to come. My brother has no family and no one can take care of his future. He really should have a bigger share. So each night he took a bag of grain and put it into his brothers barn quietly. This went on and both men were puzzled for years because their grain never dwindled. Then one night, on

Assalamualaikum read this from here " You might be married to the worst man on earth, like Asiah who married Firaun (Pharoah), but it didn't change her (aqidah). You might be married to the best man on earth, like Nabi Lut's wife, yet that doesn't mean you're going to Jannah with him. You might not be married at all, like our beloved Maryam yet Allah SWT places your status above all other women on earth. Have faith in Allah always and place your full trust in Him. He's the central focal point of our lives " - Heba El-Haddad  

Assalamualaikum people "Mimpi bertemu dengan Nabi s.a.w. juga merupakan sebahagian dari al-Mubasysyiraat (berita-berita yang menggembirakan) yang terjadi kepada sesetengah manusia yang beruntung. Nabi s.a.w. bersabda: “Barangsiapa melihatku dalam mimpi, maka sesungguhnya dia telah melihatku secara benar. Sesungguhnya syaitan tidak boleh menyerupaiku. Barangsiapa yang berdusta atas namaku secara sengaja maka dia telah mengambil tempat duduk dallam neraka.” [Hadis riwayat Imam al-Bukhari]" Alhamdulillah I found this video by accident I know there are many issues on this But, whatever people have said For me, this is something we have to ponder Layak ke kite nak mimpi jumpa Nabi? "sekiranya Dr Harun Din hanya mampu sekadar menyarungkan kasut kpd kaki Nabi   , bagaimana pula derajat kita ini? Adakah sampai taraf kita untuk sekadar memegang KAKI Nabi   yang mulia itu?"

Taken from Lufti's status, which I found very meaningful: ‎"To all those suffering from sadness or depression,  know that it isn't your fault.  It isn't because you're weak.  It isn't because you're just not grateful enough.  It isn't because you're just not religious enough.  It isn't because you don't have enough faith.  It isn't because God is angry with you.  To all the well-meaning people who tell you this, just smile.  And know deep in your heart that the tests of God come in different forms to different people. And know that, by the help of God, every test can become a tool to get closer to Him.  And that, verily, with hardship come ease–and like all things of this world–this too shall pass." Imam Tahir Anwar