Why???

why people why?
why do you keep hurting me?
why do you keep talking bad about me as if I have killed your loved ones?
why do you keep making me cry every night?
why do you hate me so much?
why do you keep telling the whole world that i am bad?
why? why? why? why? why?
why can't you just live your own live?
why cant' you just leave me alone?
why can't you just let me have my very final week in NZ happily?
i am leaving in 10 days FOR GOD SAKE!!!!!!!
So please people please
i beg you
i just want to leave peacefully
i just want to leave in harmony
i just want to spend my last moment in NZ beautifully
i just want to live my life as it is
i just want to breath
i just want to breath
so please people please
let me
after this, i wont came across in your life
you can live happily ever after without seeing me here
so please people please
(T T)

"Apakah manusia itu mengira bahwa mereka dibiarkan (saja) mengatakan:
"Kami telah beriman",
sedang mereka tidak diuji lagi? (QS. 29:2)

"Apakah kamu akan mengira bahwa kamu akan dibiarkan (begitu saja),
sedang Allah belum mengetahui (dalam kenyatan) orang-orang yang berjihad
di antara kamu dan tidak mengambil menjadi teman yang setia
selain Allah, Rasul-Nya dan orang-orang yang beriman.
Dan Allah Maha Mengetahui apa yang kamu kerjakan.
(QS. 9:16)"

"Apakah kamu mengira bahwa kamu akan masuk surga,
padahal belum datang kepadamu (cobaan)
sebagaimana halnya orang-orang terdahulu sebelum kamu
Mereka ditimpa oleh malapetaka dan kesengsaraan,
serta digoncangkan (dengan bermacam-macam cobaan)
sehingga berkatalah Rasul dan orang-orang yang beriman bersamanya:
"Bilakah datangnya pertolongan Allah".
Ingatlah, sesungguhnya pertolongan Allah itu amat dekat.
(QS. 2:214)".

bertabah ye Elun
ramai lagi orang di luar sana
yang menghadapi ujian yang maha besar
and
there are many other people out there
who still love you
and accept you as you are